Day +11: Tis autumn

It's finally happening - my hair and beard are falling out.  So are some areas of body hair but I don't notice them as much as I do getting a mouthful of moustache every time I eat and a hair behind my glasses when I am trying to read.  I'm not sure what the nice lady who cleans my room is singing all the time (it's mostly "La la la") but I suspect it's the Get this Hairy Git Off My Clean Floor Song.
My RSV (aka kindergarten snuffles) really kicked in last night and I alternately lay awake and slept with my mouth open until it was like the Kalahari, at which point I'd drink a pint of iced water which meant I was up to pee an hour later.  Not the most satisfying night's kip I've ever had but at least I was dreaming when they woke me up.  My nice doctor tells me I could be out of here on Tuesday so I will spend tomorrow packing in readiness.
Not much appetite today, either though I have discovered that there are pancakes and grilled pork on the breakfast menu.  Not quite up to the standard of Cornerstone's pork chops with pancakes but not bad at all.  Lunch was another of their huge salads which I failed to finish.  The idea of dinner doesn't appeal so I will probably order something I can graze on through the evening (better do that now as they close at 7).Z

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