The idea of a disease support group has always made me say "no thanks" and I still don't fancy the thought of sitting with a load of other people discussing symptoms. However, I can't express how grateful I am to the people around me who are propping me up right now. Susan, of course, is her usual unflappable, patient and understanding self, despite the crap she has to put up with at work. To have to come home to discover that I have eaten tonight's dinner for lunch can't possibly fill her heart with joy. I enjoy the regular phone calls from Ithaca where we talk about nothing in particular. Susan's sister Jean keeps me up to date on what's happening in Texas and shares, just a little, her own experiences with cancer. Folks at school are, as always, curious and cheerful and put up with my actually answering the traditional greeting of "How are you?" honestly. I feel I owe it to them to tell them I feel like crap, a bit wobbly, starving ...
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